breath...

Ok, violence is no solution, but wisdom is neither. Confusion is arriving and feels silence filled with aggressions just like before a thunderstorm. And whatever you do its never enough. What about having a plan and getting up early and drinking coffee, leading a proper live? No concentration abilities? Or too busy to please everybody? No, busy to manage everything and everybody to please me. Swipswap, waves arrive and go. Looking forward to hear Yann Tiersen tonight and *chillaxing*

spring comes...

...and I still say that it is possible to see sunlight particles in the air when it is clear blue sky and the eye has a strong contrast like the dark roof of a house in the field of vision. I have proof of it, because I experience exactly that. Sober. Perhaps they are no light particles but atoms which are strongly hidden by sunlight waves and slow down because of that collision and so get visible for the human (or only merla?) eye. They are really tiny balls of flash light and it's only possible to follow their movement for a split second, about 2 cm, whereas I can neither say in what distance they reside nor can I recognise it because whether they are spinning behind and in front of each other or whether they are in one perpendicular level is not observable. Thankfully it gets dark soon.

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Hm, single again, everything flows like crazy and its becoming spring. Have to take care, the flu is everywhere! Am at the moment very far out out my inner center and energy, but somehow it feels way to brutal to go there again... I will give myself some time to chill, know I will regret it, because nothing is as horrible and shaming as wasting time.... but, anyways!
so what? A yellow umbrella seems to pursuit me...

oh, darling, its red everywhere...

Home changes.

cube-mountain

Wonderful installation by Rachel Whiteread called 'Embankment', 2005. Labyrinth in Tate Modern. Yes I have not yet overcome to have London. Hm, thats a place to live I suppose, for some months... Had a great day actually and I think now its becoming kind of crazy...